my first mister [ for Peter ]

"..I like chocolate. It's dark and warm, like I think it would be a hugh.."
"..My jewellery off. Naked again. Identity gone."

"- I'm afraid of everything.
- So, what's everything?
- I don't know. Everything.
I can't fly. I can't be in a boat or a train. Any transportation. I don't like being in a car. I don't take elevators. Crowded places drive me crazy, but uncrowded places make me crazy.
I'm afraid of prescription drugs. They do it in the back. There's something wrong with it.
I'm afraid of falling sleep. I just don't undesrtand the expression. Why are you falling? Where?
It's just some, I don't know..
I wish I had a button on my neck to put me to sleep.. like a machine. But I can't.
So I just lay there and I hate it. I hate it.. "